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[05 May 2004|08:39pm] |
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Ok these last few days have been weird, scary, and exciting, and boring. So i'll just start from Friday of last week. Ok i didnt do anything..... on Sat. i went out to the mall with my friends, and I saw "envy" IT SUCKED........sorry natasha it did ahaha. then when they left i met up with two more people i saw at the mall......my friends Lauren, and Amberine, I walked around with them, "stole a wallet" ahah and then we saw "mean girls" i gotta admit it was fucking hilarious! oh and lindsay lohan is a hot mofo.......
Ok then sunday i stayed at home, and chilled at night. Then Mon, Tues, and Wed. i didn't go to school. I dont know why......i just didnt :O.......help me! ok well im planning on going to school tomm. OK well LOVE, PEACE, CHICKEN GREASE :P mmmmmm
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| Holy Shat A Mundo |
[29 Apr 2004|06:41pm] |
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I just got all weird headed and my head was spining i think it was from staring at the computer for so long. ok just had to share it! lol bye
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[29 Apr 2004|06:19pm] |
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Yesterday was tight went on a leetle byke ride with sis! ya and then i went out with brian and chilled. ahah ok and then i went home and today i watched "the lord of the rings" and after school i chilled at carls jr. Tonite gonna be bangin I hope! i want to chill with brian again. Well i can't wait to get out of this damn shat hole! nicole i know ya feel me! ok well nicole i hope we can chill friday. aahh as a "brother and sister thing" ok bye!
Tight song....i think you'll like it! :]
"why won't you die"
You fell a-way
What more can I say
The feelings evolved
I won't let it out
I can't re-place
Your screaming face
Feeling the sickness inside
Why won't you diiiiiiiiiiie?
Your Blood in miiiiiiiiiiiine
We'll be fiiiiiiiiiiine
Then your body will be miiiiiiiiiine
So many words
Can't describe my face
This feelings evolved
So soon to break out
I can't relate
To a happy state
Feeling the blood running side
Why won't you diiiiiiiiiiie?
Your Blood in miiiiiiiiiiiine
We'll be fiiiiiiiiiiine
Then your body will be miiiiiiiiiine
Why is everything so fuckin hard for me
Keep me down to what you seek I still beg
Must you tell me and provoke the ministrate
Keep on trying I'm not tight so weasel it
Why is everything so fuckin hard for me
Why is everything so fuckin hard for me
Why won't you diiiiiiiiiiie?
Your Blood in miiiiiiiiiiiine
We'll be fiiiiiiiiiiine
Then your body will be miiiiiiiiiine
Why won't you diiiiiiiiiiie?
Your Blood in miiiiiiiiiiiine
We'll be fiiiiiiiiiiine
Then your body will be miiiiiiiiiine
Please comment :]
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| Blast Stereos LOUD! |
[27 Apr 2004|05:26pm] |
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Today was HizzNot and NO, i didnt smoke pot..ahah! ok that wasnt even funny. ok anywayz i went to TJ-MAX today and bought a shirt, i'll wear it tomorrow! :) its a Hurley one. ok well i also got ice cream HEHE sry nicole, i had 2! ok well dinner is a-waiting, and it smells hella fucking good! damn nvm, i can't wait till thursday cuz we have no school friday so im gonna leave early and go to six flags the rest of the day. well i hope this heat calms the FUCK down cuz it's a bitch. OMG it's so funny, theres this guy in my classes and his name is phillip and he's asian and he always yells at my teacher, and she goes "dont argue with me!" and she turns all red a HAHA AHAHA AHAH wow its funny shit. O and rahil....manea actually misses me, damn you gots to be bullshitting. I hope you are, cuz her ass was a wreq especially that birds nest in her hair AHAHA. ok well its been fun peoples g2g. HEres A dope ASs song to chill you down on this hot day!
"All Falls Down"
[Chorus - 4x]
Oh when it all, it all falls down
I'm telling you ohh, it all falls down
[Verse - Kanye West]
Man I promise, she's so self conscious
She has no idea what she's doing in college
That major that she majored in don't make no money
But she won't drop out, her parents will look at her funny
Now, tell me that ain't insecurrre
The concept of school seems so securrre
Sophmore three yearrrs aint picked a careerrr
She like fuck it, I'll just stay down herre and do hair
Cause that's enough money to buy her a few pairs of new Airs
Cause her baby daddy don't really care
She's so precious with the peer pressure
Couldn't afford a car so she named her daughter Alexus (a Lexus)
She had hair so long that it looked like weave
Then she cut it all off now she look like Eve
And she be dealing with some issues that you can't believe
Single black female addicted to retail and well
[Chorus - repeat 2x (w/ Kanye ad-libs)]
[Verse - Kanye West]
Man I promise, I'm so self conscious
That's why you always see me with at least one of my watches
Rollies and Pasha's done drove me crazy
I can't even pronounce nothing, pass that versace!
Then I spent 400 bucks on this
Just to be like nigga you ain't up on this!
And I can't even go to the grocery store
Without some ones thats clean and a shirt with a team
It seems we living the american dream
But the people highest up got the lowest self esteem
The prettiest people do the ugliest things
For the road to riches and diamond rings
We shine because they hate us, floss cause they degrade us
We trying to buy back our 40 acres
And for that paper, look how low we a'stoop
Even if you in a Benz, you still a nigga in a coop/coupe
[Chorus - repeat 2x (w/ Kanye ad-libs)]
[Verse - Kanye West]
I say fuck the police, thats how I treat em
We buy our way out of jail, but we can't buy freedom
We'll buy a lot of clothes when we don't really need em
Things we buy to cover up what's inside
Cause they make us hate ourself and love they wealth
That's why shortys hollering "where the ballas' at?"
Drug dealer buy Jordans, crackhead buy crack
And a white man get paid off of all of that
But I ain't even gon act holier than thou
Cause fuck it, I went to Jacob with 25 thou
Before I had a house and I'd do it again
Cause I wanna be on 106 and Park pushing a Benz
I wanna act ballerific like it's all terrific
I got a couple past due bills, I won't get specific
I got a problem with spending before I get it
We all self conscious I'm just the first to admit it
[Chorus - to fade (w/ Kanye ad-libs)]
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| One long walk down........ |
[25 Apr 2004|11:26am] |
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Hey i went to the beach sat. damn it was tight. And today im just sitting on my ass... :( on Fri. i didnt do anything either. this weekend was pretty gay. O well i cleaned my room really good tho. im so glad i finally cleaned it, it was so fucking dirty. well i think im gonna go to hollywood tonight, to go to the El capitan theatre or w/e, and then i gotta get home and do my laundry. i hate laundry! well this weekend sux, and this week were gonna have MORE testing ay yi yi. i hate testing. well heres a song i like.......please comment!
"Finish Line"
Hello friend
It's been too long
and every town sings the same sad song
Hello Friend
It's been too long
and every town sings teh same sad song
without you hear
this hotel year
will sure slow down with so much left to hear
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
The finish line is almost here
and someone softly whispers in my ear
times like these are memories
to hold deep down inside of you and me
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
I'm not leaving you
I'm not leaving
I'm not leaving you (Goodbye friend, it wont be long)
I'm not leaving (and until then we'll sing the same sad song)
Sad song
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
Lets jet back down(that highway now)
Lets jet back down(that highway now)
:( awwwwwww sadness........ok well please comment BUH BYE!
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| It's Hard, I know! |
[21 Apr 2004|08:48pm] |
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Today was ok, I got no testing and watched "flipped" from mtv. in homeroom. Then i played a game in 6th. i got home and watched spy kids 2 with my 2 friends brian and eric. HAHA and then came on the comp. damn i cant wait till fri. im going to the mall with my homegirl shannon. well im gonna go
o ya read these lyrics. (youll like them if youve been crushed before)
"Avondale"
If you're gonna rip my heart out
Could you use a knife that's dull
And rust in color
Once I die
There will be no way that you can cover
That scar. It's hard, I know.
And if I get a little blood on, you
Finally the world will know you're guilty
Know you're wrong
Of taking everything you've gotten from me
No heart. It's hard, I know.
Mighty King of Avondale
I just can't let this go
Real life ain't no fairytale
I just thought you should know
And when you're finished with the surgery, I
Really hope that you will turn to me, and
Tell me all about the fun you had
When you were cuttin up
You were cuttin up
Living like a fairytale
The Mighty King of Avondale
It all went to his head, this royalty
I stuck a knife into his back
Inventiveness is what I lack
He's always hanging up on loyalty
Mighty King of Avondale
I just can't let this go
Real life ain't no fairytale
I just thought you should know
-YOUR WRONG!!!
-YOUR WRONG!!!
-YOUR WRONG!!!
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| TiCkInG cLoCks |
[20 Apr 2004|08:43pm] |
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today i got to skool late and i got testing done tho. And it was boring ya so.....after skool i went home and watched some movies, and it was boring also. God my life is so boring now that i drop-failed all my classes. I have nothing to talk about now cuz its so boring! ugh....i wish i could take back all my abscenses, and i would never be absent again :( ...Damn life sux like that! well i'm looking forward to the weekend because theres no skool. YAY, i love the weekends. thats my time to escape. I might go to six flags. I love six flags.......wow DAMN im a loser. ok well im gonna go watch t.v. HOLLER!
Oh and good job at six flags on sunday SISSY POO!
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[17 Apr 2004|11:30pm] |
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Gidman im tired, i stayed up till 12 yesterday night, and its 11:31 rite now! plus i didnt feel good last night and woke up this morning THROWING UP! man i keep getting sick ??? well tomm. im going to six flags for my sisters competition [big fun] [whoop whoop] JK no but i hope its fun. and i really hope i feel good tomm. or then im not going. WELL peace out, one love, god bless, NO STRESS!
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[15 Apr 2004|05:39pm] |
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Ok today sucked, i got 2 skool at 4th ...wait let me add, the beginning of fourth, then i got sent to A-5 for that whole period which was like 2 hours long. then ms. holland was talking to me, and she mentioned i drop-failed ALL MY CLASSES. :( then i was pist >.< I was like wut the hell. how? and she was like , youve been absent at least 15 times. and i was like fuck it w/e, and i had to get my teachers to sign the form thing. so i go to my 3rd first and mrs. manea was like "geesh all your classes" ay yi yay yi yay! fuck that bitch, and she kept saying that. ya so it was embarassing. Then i gave it to the rest of my teachers, and they didnt say anything cuz there cool. Ya and then i went home ate, and talked to my counselor. Gosh i hate counseling.....its so gay, and it doesnt even help for the rest of my "family"...w/e i hate myself...bye
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[14 Apr 2004|08:38pm] |
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Ya so i forgot to update y'all about my spring break! on the day i went to the beach which was thursady, i had so much fun! i tried to surf but i kept falling over :D haha funny shit. And just to let you know i never caught a wave except a couple on the boogey board HOLLER! haha. wow surfing is fucking awesome tho....im gonna learn u watch me! well on friday i went to my cuz's b/f's b.b.q. and i got sick somehow...(maybe it was the jose cuervo...) JUST MAYBE! lol, naw i dont think it was ...but i was really fucking sick tho. damn and then easter i had diarrhea :( i know sick huh? ya well that was the rest of my spring break, o and i went to six flags a bunch of time before all that, and chilled with my cuzin. well i g2g to bed so i can wake my tired, lazy ass up...PEACE *i love the world* (not when im sad tho)
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[13 Apr 2004|08:49pm] |
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I can't take it anymore...LIFE...it just sucks, i think i found out why tho, im just gonna have a fucked up life and then die cuz of it, I just hate it! I feel like I fail at everything i do, or break everything i touch. Or ruin someones day! And i feel like no one likes me, and that i get talked about behind my back! MAN FUCK THIS, maybe my life is over, or maybe it NEEDS to be over! (> <)
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[07 Apr 2004|10:09pm] |
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Beach TOMM. it's gun be tight! L8R
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[05 Apr 2004|06:57pm] |
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Ok all this week was six flags and fights and I was also freaked out about my bad report card (and my sister finding it)...ok but besides the point im really tired, and aggrivated because i was at six flags on Sat. and Sun. cuz i juss wanted to go...i regret it tho. and im mad and sad cuz my aunt wont stop drinking and its so sad wut shes doing to her family...its tearing them apart :(...i used to be close with my aunt to. well im really tired and i cant wait till tonight im gonna go chill with my homie. w/e im gonna go later!
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[02 Apr 2004|04:13pm] |
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OK first of all damn............Yesterday was Job Fair, it was so fun, and a black hawk helicopter landed on our P.E. Field, We got Key ring necklaces from the Army, Navy, Marines, and The Air Force. And i got a big clip from national guard...but i had to work for all of em, so that whole day i did about 50 1/2 push ups. My arms are still killing me. And today we had Spring fest at lunch, and tip-toe charlies played, and so did Nathaniel's W/e hahaah i forgot there name, but i did get there cd. It was fun. Well i cant wait to go out tonite and have a good time. cuz its spring break urrrrrvrybody.. HOLLER...lol aight bye
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[31 Mar 2004|04:56pm] |
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OMG...my legs are so sore from running the mile yesterday its not even funny! OWIE. ya so anywayz today was so boring. in first i controlled the v.c.r. for mr. galeiti as we watched some dumb ass movie. and second i went on the internet in the computer class and was playing games. in 3rd we had a test....which i know i failed. 4th i played suicide, and 5th i sat on my ass. In 6th we made Haikus....So today was pretty damn boring. O after skool i got Carls Jr. which was soooooo damn good. Hey if u guys know how to put pics.....IM me please. cuz i need to put some pics in here damnit. Well g2g.
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[30 Mar 2004|06:36pm] |
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Ok first of all i just came into lj to type my entry and it all gets erased SO im doing it AGAIN rite now....... so here it goes
Today sucked i ran the mile in p.e. and i was fucking tired as hell, and i felt like a hot tampon! lol and then i had a nasty chicken salad for lunch. and it was sick! then after school i went to the mall, and bought a belt and some dickies. After that i came home and grubbed, and that brings me here. Well in 1st period i was just staring at the teacher (mr. galeiti) the whole time thinking R U SERIOUS cuz he was saying we have to put notes for every damn assignment in EVERY CLASS! ugh wut a slut. and then i went to second which was pretty cool actually cuz we had a sub, cuz that fat bitch mrs. schwartz in sick i think. (i hope she diez) sry but shes a bitch) ASK ANYBODY THAT KNOWS HER I SWEAR! well then i went to third and i found out i might drop fail :( then fourth well i told you i ran the mile~! SIGH.... well i just need help basically TUTORING ANYONE???? please.......i swear i need tutoring BY A FRIEND, fuck all those social places where they tutor. Well i also need to start taking my meds cuz i cant wake up in the morning and i feel like i have a stick up my ass all day, and that i yell at everyone. SO GOD HELP ME PLEASE, thats another thing i havent been to church in weeks. SRY GOD! I <3 U dont get me wrong!........well g2g im gonna do my hmwk.....DID YA HEAR THAT (im actually gonna do it) ugh.......goodbye cruel world......
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[29 Mar 2004|08:20pm] |
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Damn Today sucked, I woke up late, and went to school at fucking uhhhh lunch. Then it was so damn hot and i was gonna die. ya so Blah! and last night i got grounded for locking my door so that sucks too. Plus this weekend is spring break! so there goes my spring break :(....damn i was just thinking about this weekend it was crazy. My sisters friends brang over tequila and i was gonna drink but i didn't DAMNIT I SHOULD'VE! o wellz
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| And weeeeeeeee! |
[28 Mar 2004|03:35pm] |
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Dizzamn yesterday was fun, I went to the mall with my friend becka, and her friend. We saw Dawn Of The Dead.....it was my second time seeing it. Ya that shit is scary. Then after the movie they left and I met up with some old friends, we talked and then my sis picked me up. We went to some girls house for like 10 min. and watched nickelodean *?* and then we went home, and these guys had liqour but i didn't drink!.....I kinda wanted to tho, ya and then I watched t.v. and went to bed. I woke up and felt like shit! i dont know why. Well schools tomm. :( ugh!
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